You are a divine savior for yourself. Only you can bring yourself out of the darkness and despair. We can assist you, but ultimately you make the call.
There is so much good all around, no matter what the circumstances may seem. Focus on the light in your heart and in the people around you, and you shall see the darkness disappear.
There is so much love in the world. Rejoice in it. And so it is. – Mother Theresa